Sister To Sister

Something For The Ladies
Sister To SisterSister I'm writing you this letter because my heart aches and goes out to you right now. I was once in a bad off place with no peace no hope and love or happiness, living in the world with my life turned up side down. Nothing that I wanted and tried to do I could successfully complete. It seemed as though I was sad and depressed all day long some times it took a smoke or a drink just to get me through the day. And on days that the smoke or the drink didn't help I found my self in bed sleeping the day away trying to lift the hurt but that didn't help because I would just lay there thinking of more problems.
It was to the point that I closed my self off from others still no relief. So one day I decided that I needed a man to complete me make me feel better it turns out that I went from man to man to man to man and as it turned out I added more stress and more problems to my life because of those men the wrong men. At times I've even tried to end my life.
It seemed as though I couldn't handle my kids so mom step in I quit school settled far welfare or some times took on I job but it seemed as if I was living from pay check to pay check still broke in my mind thinking that I could have just sat at home and keep getting checks if I'm going to still be struggling. My so called friends really wasn't my friends because every time I turned my back they had something negative to say and some were so bold they even said it to my face.
Seemed like even when I turned to my mother she had no solution for me. But yet I never stop to see that I was in the some position that she just came out of are may be still in. As I really took a close look I was repeating the same cycle of life that she had. From dropping out of school having kids early being dependent on welfare or working on a job and yet still struggling. Even the same types of men that as a child I said I would never be involved with are married to the same type of man that my dad was whether good are bad.
The same amounts of kids are more. The same generational curse even my church life. Things even were so bad that I turned to my dad and was more confused. To my sisters and brothers but found that they where going through the same things that I was. So one day I decided to pick up on what I seen that helped my grandmother through life. And far those of you that may have lost their grand mother at an early age I called on my FATHER (God).
I fell so far down that it took the strong hands of my FATHER to lift me up. I begin to go to church and before you even think it just because you have tried one or two church's that don't mean a thing, you try them all if you have to until you find the one that God needs you to be in and you will know because getting up to go will not be a problem wanting to go will not be a problem being dedicated to go will not be a problem.

Because from the time that you call on God with a sincere heart he will answer and begin to heal you and your heart. Now sisters let me tell you something, I rather you take the time hold on to this letter as long as it takes for you to have a made up mind then for you to call on God and he answer’s you then to be like so many even myself back then as soon as things start to change and begin to go right we tend to forget from where our help came.
And on the note of being a real sister once God hears your call he knows your heart. And if your heart was like mines and your life was like mines then not only will you find healing but you will be purposed for helping. There is nothing that you will want to do but help others that are in the same position. When you become one with God it is the best feeling that you will ever have. There is this freedom this peace from all your pass mistakes and burdens. And sister can't no man on this earth love you are make you feel the way that God can.
Your husband can only come close that’s only If he is a man of God because if he's not there will be no completion because together you are joined by God. Not saying that it's go be perfect because no one is perfect only Jesus. But there is a love that is like none, you have every experience once you make God apart of you.
Just to let you know because I was not informed at the beginning when you decide to walk with God it's like you join his defensive line and stepped off the devils offensive line and the word of god your bible is your football. And the devil s offensive line is going to hit you with every thing that it has to make you fumble the word your ball and make you fill so defeated that you give up the defense and want to play offense again.
Maybe that's why or what happened to you when you went to church before you could make the complete transition to defense the devil hit’s your life with so much that you gave up and stayed on the offensive team. But sister’s one thing that you have to think about and that is when it’s all over do you still want to be on the offensive team? Wouldn’t you rather be on the defensive team and
win the Kingdom of Heaven?
I'm asking sister to sister try God you can not go wrong you've been trying every thing else for so long with the same results and it's time to receive freedom and peace. I would like to thank you for taking the time to read this letter and remember when your heart is ready try GOD
Love Always
You’re Sister in Christ
It is my sincere goal for 2007 to reach out to 50 women that or lost ready and looking for a way
To the Kingdom of Heaven.....
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